Wow, I don't remember the last time I felt this kind of knock down, drag you out kind of tired. My busy schedule and numerous Vodka Red bulls have caught up to me BIG time. I am trying to keep my very puffy, bloodshot eyes open long enough to write this.
Here is my weekend recap-
Friday GNO (that always makes me think of a female doctors apt) was a lot of fun. I finally got to meet the amazing Li'l CindiLu and catch up with Mindy and Amira. We hit a few local hot spots, talked a lot about our lives and our new "IDEA" , pissed a few uptight people off with our sex talk, drank a little too much again (me any ways), took a few, ahemmm pictures and in general just had a really nice time. I strolled in around 2am and then woke up to my two year old pulling my hair and poking me in the face around 7:30am.
Saturday night with my girls was, well can I just say "OUT OF FREAKING CONTROL". We go out so rarely, that I think we pretend like we are damn rock stars on tour or something. But, what happens on our nights out stays confidential, so nuff said bout that. I will say that I had enough Vodka Red Bull to keep me awake until today, so I stayed a my girlfriends house until around 6 am when I got sick of staring at her daughters walls and headed home to find my daughter in a not so good mood.
My daughter, whom I have neglected all weekend was definitely missing me and would not let me out of her site all day long. I just wanted to lay in bed with her all day and nap. She, however, did not think that was such a good idea. So we played. It was a rough day since I haven't been that sick in a long, long time.
Somehow I got roped into buying Def Leppard, Poison, Cheap Trick concert tickets about 2 months ago and damn if it wasn't on Monday night. I am wayyyy too old to rally a 3rd time in 1 weekend for this event, but somehow I managed to man up and go. It was at Fiddlers Green and we had grass seats. They sucked since I am 5'2' on a good day and could see NOTHING. Finally we ran into a friend that had seats in a much better spot and we watched Def Leppard there. They sounded great and I ended up having fun. I had 1 beer which I threw away after about 2 hours of nursing it. Got home around 11:00 and had to get up at 4:30 for work.
I am exhausted and I have been a non-existent mother all weekend. I feel horrible and I can tell that my baby needs me to be around. She is very clingy when I see her and it is time for me to knock off the partying and show my littleone some attention. I admit that as much fun as I had, I am way too old for that kind of fun and I too miss my baby girl way more than I ever thought I could miss someone. She keeps me grounded and makes me happy. First thing in life that I AM is a MOM.