I am blaming my lack of posting on Mindymom! My daughter and I spent one fun filled night at her house over Labor day and we have been sick since! Ok, not really but I am guessing that the bug that we caught just might be the same one that she had a few weeks back. It has completely kicked my ass! I was home in bed every day this week except 2. It is not fun being so sick that you can't move and having a toddler feeling the same way with NO help!!!! Anyway, I think I have made my way back into the land of the living as of today, so I will quit whining now.
Aaaaannnnd off to busy land tomorrow. I signed up to play in a kick ball benefit tomorrow with some friends of mine a while back. I am not sure how I am going to do it since I can't really breathe, but I will go and see what happens. We play our first game at 8am and could end up playing 3-4 games through out the day. I am excited to do something that benefits kids and get some exercise in the process.
Sunday is our 3rd soccer game of the year. A few posts back, I was bragging about being a star and scoring a goal, well I am now pretty sure that it was a huge fluke!! I couldn't make contact with the ball to save my life and we got cremated. Then, to make matters worse, I was sick for our last game and they won 13-0. Hmmm, any correlation there???? I am pretending as though there is not and going to have to step up my game Sunday.
I haven't talked a lot about my marriage lately. Mostly because there hasn't been much good going on and I am trying to focus on fixing me. As I have stated before there is not much left to save and things are at the end. We are working on the final stages and what we need to do to get out with the least damage to everyone. Mostly my daughter. She loves him to death and I am not sure how 2 year olds react/respond to this sort of thing. I am hoping that she is young enough to not be traumatized over this. All I know is that she and I will always have each other and that is what I am comforted by.
I promise to not stay away for so long!