Well it has been about a month since I last posted and I am loosing followers by the day. I am at a major crossroads in my life right now and not sure that blogging is helping me anymore. I don’t want to be a downer every time I log in so I have just chosen to not post. If you have nothing good to say, don’t say anything at all. So I have gone silent.
I can’t bring myself to posting about my life. Every time something good comes along, I ruin it. It is like I don’t want to or feel like I am worthy of being happy. I can’t fix it either. I try. I know what I do and yet when I act, I destroy. It never fails. I open my mouth and I sabotage everything good.
So for now, I am still reading and commenting if I can but I am not posting until I see some light.