I had a mini panic attack yesterday and am afraid it is going to be one of many to come for the next 3 weeks. I know that your going to say, "oh poor you" on this one.
I am going on a much needed cruise on May 30Th. It is a 7 day cruise to the Western Caribbean. With travel time and convenience for my mother, I will be with out Toots for 10 whole days. Since she was born, I can count on my hands how many times I have spent the night away from her and now I will double it in 1 weeks time.
I have been going through all of the "What ifs" and I am driving everyone crazy. What if she freaks out and misses me? What if something happens to one of us? What if I forget to pack something for her? What if she forgets me? What if she is horrible for my mom and her daycare/friend lady? Am I a bad mommy for leaving my baby for so long?
Uggggggggg. My mom's comment is What if you have fun and she does too? :) Relax
I don't even know if I will be able to call and check on her when I am out at sea or on an island?
I am sure it will all work out, but in the mean time, I CAN"T BREATHE!!!!!!!