Well it has been quite a week/week-end for yours truly.
Thursday, I had my last therapy session. Now, I still need it desperately. Maybe even more than before, but, I am now single and going to be much much poorer. $120.00 an hour is just not in the plan anymore. So my therapist gave me a list of books that I need to read and told me to journal A LOT! It's funny how I go in spurts on working on myself. I was cruisin along for a while and then I just stopped. Time to get back on the self fixing pony. Quickly!
Friday, I packed all of mine and my daughters belongings (for the 2nd time mind you) for our final move out. I took her to my moms and headed out to happy hour with Mind. I said happy hour if anyone misunderstood me. We were going to have a (1) drink. Yeah, I got home at 2. AM. In the morning. I think. My mom said I can't hang out with her any more. I am officially grounded from Mind! :)
Saturday, I woke up to a text from the above mentioned person which I am no longer aloud to speak of. Thank god, since my alarm did not go off. Maybe because I forgot to set it. Maybe. I rushed around getting stuff ready to make the big move. If it weren't for the constant moving around, I am guessing that I would have been a little sick. So I guess moving out has some benefits. I say this with a huge frown on my face.
My husband that hasn't givin me the time a day in months, CRIED ALL DAY LONG! ALL DAMN DAY! Seriously, WTF? Why couldn't you have shown me any emotion until I am moving out. Maybe if you would have givin me a hint that you cared before this, IT WOULDN'T BE HAPPENING!!!! Ugg, men drive me nuts.
Needless to say, it has been an emotionally draining week. But, it is time to move on and find me. It could be very interesting.