I have never been one to think much about New Years or the resolutions that go a long with them. I am usually in bed by 10pm and I don't make resolutions. So to me, it is just another day.
Until this year...
My new years resolution is (No, it is not going to the gym since I started that 2 weeks ago) Uhemm! I AM GOING TO GET HEALTHY!!!!
Mentally that is.
I ordered some great audio books. "The Secret" that T talks about, and another couple of books that I found on Coach Rinatta's blog. I have cut and pasted some blog post from people that have inspired me lately and plan to read and re-read them daily. I bought a gazillion note pads so that I can write down behaviors that I want to change, and a whole lot of other things that my therapist (that I can no longer afford)recomended that I do and I am 100% dedicated to doing to make myself a healthier version of ME!
I not only want to do this, I need to do this. I have a beautiful daughter that needs her mommy to be healthy so that I can help her become a healthy adult.
I don't want to jump into unhealthy relationships any more.
I don't want to travel down a road that is bad for me anymore because that is all I know.
So watch out 2010. You've got one motivated chick coming to kick your ass!!!