I have nothing and everything going on right now. Don’t ask, it doesn’t make sense to me either.
I just know that I am physically staying busy with soccer, the gym, my daughter, my friends, a possible move, work, family and a few other things. I have been feeling a little overwhelmed with how busy life is right now and yet I feel like I am at a stand still. It is a weird feeling and I really can’t explain it. It may be what is causing my mental blog block lately. I have a lot to say and yet nothing seems worthy of “putting it out there”.
The mental part is what has me spinning. My brain has been working overtime and it is exhausting. I think too much. I am a chick and that is what we do. Sage is going to say it is the whole “vagina thing” It comes standard issue with the installation of a vagina (his words) and I agree.
So here are some of my confusing hormone induced thoughts as of late.
I hate going out on dates. If I never have to have a first date again I would be very happy.
I hate being pressured to do anything. I shut down and hide.
I have gotten away from working on myself lately. I have had a few wake-up calls reminding me that I still have a lot of work to do.
Life is good right now and yet I have anxiety. It sucks.
I am not strict enough with my daughter and it is going to bite me in the ass soon if I don’t grab hold.
I am getting a divorce. (As in he signed the paperwork) Finally! Woot woot!!!
I am going to be 40 in 2 ½ months. Ugggg
Someone has been consuming my thoughts lately. It is a good thing. I hope!
Work has been crazy lately and I love it. Pulling my hair out makes me happy, go figure.
A female at work told me she has a crush on me. (This is not the person that has been consuming my thoughts) However I took it as a great compliment!
Anywho, there ya have it! Having a vagina can be trying sometimes! *Wink*